im happy in my misery..

life is a bitch...

nothing makes it better. nothing can make this life better..

its been nothing but.. pain and bullshit.. nothing at all everyone has always lied to me. even the people that i love the most. i ask for the truth and i never.. ever get it.

i can't stand the walls that trap me... i cannot go anywhere.. i cannot even go the fucking store a mile away if i wanted to..
i'm trapped.. with no place to go...

...... im going insane i think...

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Fantasy is only as as fake as your body wants it to be.